Love & loss
Desire, heartbreak, unrequited love and the emotional residue relationships leave behind.
Book 01 · Published
A poetry & art memoir
A deeply personal visual memoir assembled from poems written across more than twenty-five years—an archive of pain, identity, endurance and the stubborn human instinct to survive.
About the book
Heartaches turns private history into a shared encounter. It follows Donovan Lord through love and loss, racism and homophobia, loneliness and identity crisis, mental illness and the complicated work of moving forward.
Drawn from poems written from adolescence into adulthood, the collection creates an autobiographical arc without smoothing away its difficult edges. Artwork and photography by Donovan accompany the poems, giving the book the character of both memoir and visual archive.
The result is candid rather than ornamental: a record of what hurt, what endured and what became possible after the experience was finally given language.
View on GoodreadsInside Heartaches
Desire, heartbreak, unrequited love and the emotional residue relationships leave behind.
The experience of growing up biracial in small-town Texas and learning to name the forces that shape belonging.
Homophobia, isolation and the insistence on living honestly inside a culture that often resists difference.
Unfiltered writing about suicidal thoughts, hopelessness, pain and the gravity of emotional survival.
Original artwork and photography expand the poems into a visual memoir as well as a literary one.
Not a simple redemption story, but a record of moving forward, breaking patterns and accepting the self.
Reviews & critical response
“One of the most personal collections of poems I have ever read.”AvidBards · Full review ↗
“I loved the art-work and photography.”Pamela Scott · Full review ↗
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